Brain movement

I can really tell when the Z wears off because I feel run-down. My brain gets tired and I start thinking too much. Every thought that crosses my mind becomes a jumble with the next one. I can't keep them straight and then the thoughts just float away as if there were no gravity in my head, then I get a headache because I clench my jaw. I clench my jaw like a vice grip, but I'm gripping nothing between my teeth except anger and frustration. Although they aren't tangible, anger and frustration are tough to chew.

I'm angry because I hate my job. The office is filled with women. I don't like working with women because they are so clueless. They are intermediate computer users at best and they look at me as if I am covered in bugs. I know they are judging me for not wearing clothes that are to their standards, but I don't care. I'm a temp and my sentence there will end in May. I'm so sick of driving 15 miles for the possiblity of 4 hours worth of work. It's completely stupid and not worth the gas.

I'm frustrated because I'm starting to feel the stickyness of life again. Although, I think that's part of being in a transitional period. I'm almost done with phleb school, so I'll have a new job soon that will hopefully pay more money and I won't have to worry about getting enough hours. Everyone always needs a good needle pokin' now and again.

Blogging is like having a bowel movement except that you're not moving your bowels. You're moving your brain. Therefore, brain movement.

I'm having a brain movement right now.

Excuse me while I go wipe.

Oh yeah, and I should probably take my Z lest I get brain diarrhea.